darshna

I was scrolling my social media account (fb) and suddenly saw a post of a song of a very old cartoon NODDY! Oh my god! It instantly lifted my mood and made me smile, these 90's cartoons back then really made our childhood so memorable. We grew up seeing these and back then I felt that the world was too simple, colorful, bright and easy. That's why I always wanted to grow up so fast and wanted to be out and wander freely like those cartoon characters. But sadly growing up is not at all fun, we have to grow up and work ourselves but somewhere I miss that innocence among people which we shared while being children, people are now self-centered. I often participated in singing competitions and did not thought what people will think if I made a mistake. But growing up really makes self-conscious again, about being judged. Still, here it is the life cycle goes like this, being responsible and taking care of your parents and hence, it continues! But why are people now selfish, dirty games and politics and yet we deal with it and move on.

Following my previous blog you all know that I am from Electronics and Communication Department and why I chose that. Coming from a family that have high expectations from me(and I don't blame them) I always wondered that if I come into this profession I'll be having a good and stable job and contribute to society and all good things you know! These I thought before I got into engineering, I really loved my stream truly, I thought that this will be exciting and interesting(though all subjects didn't interested me rather got very boring)as days passed and I got into the world of computers it was not a choice that I made it because I wanted it but because I had to, electronics is nothing without software so I had to but slowly its taking my interest and it is, quite fascinating how all these soft wares, work how do they work and how can we make them work (though i don't have so much knowledge about it,just overall analysis). I learnt that there are not too many exciting and open opportunities for my stream of core jobs, and at last we all have to shift into masses into software world, and I am loving it, yes learning about these new stuffs. But if I change my stream from ECE to software is it fine? Like will it hamper anything right? can I do that? can I switch to softwares completely? but on the other hand i have keep reading my stuff too to get that required points and all that stuff! Switching into softwares I found everything new and exciting and also if I am not an expert here there is no use in electronics, but I don't want to go into electronics anymore, too lengthy process plus the field that I had an interest doesn't have any future here so I don't want to process into it, I just want to keep learning about computers and want to be a part of it, it has logic,it makes sense and sadly now my subjects they keep confusing me and have to keep in mind lots and lots of things, I don't have such big brains to hold so much. I too want to be good coder at last!

So,this is where I start my blog writing and thanks to my seniors from dgplug, for pulling me out and giving me this confidence to start blogging. I always wanted to write but thought that I need a perfect topic to write,but this is what I learned, it's me my voice not some article publishing. I was never fixed to one place, my father because of his job had to move from places to places, I lived in Mysore for two and a half years and then moved to Udaipur, Rajasthan. At 2008 I finally came to Durgapur and started my schooling. And ended up my higher secondary schooling from Bidhan Chandra Institution For Girls And then I got admitted to Dr.B.C.Roy Engineering College in Electronics and Communication Engineering. Initially I was adamant that I would stay away from computers and programming language but coincidentally I found that I stand nowhere without computer knowledge. So this is it for now and this blogging is not stopping now.